Well I posted the other day about B and I going to the beach. Well we ended up not going. B's granny is in the hospital in ICU. It wasn't looking good for a couple days and that's why we didn't go. She's doing a lot better now but there's still a ways to go. It's been really hard on B even though he tries not to show it. He is very close with his grandparents. So for the past two weeks we have been busy. Our typical day goes as follows.....wake up, work, come home, change clothes, grab something to eat, go to the hospital for 8:00 visitation, back home and to bed. I'm so tired, I'm getting a head cold, my house is a disaster, and I have no clean underwear because I haven't done laundry. Ugh, I'm ready for Saturday!!
I feel real bad even bringing this up, but it's my blog and way to vent. Last night at church (I keep our church nursery) two of the kids moms told me that they are pregnant. First off, please know that I am very happy for them, I really am....but it was like a punch to the gut to hear. I so desperately want a baby and sometimes I just get lost in my own self pity. And people tell me "it will happen" "God's timing is not our timing"! I know that....I KNOW it!! But sometimes I don't want to hear it. Anyway, enough self pity party!!
Hope everyone has a great weekend!!
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